THE MORE THE LESS

My feelings these fast few days is not that good but not that bad. I have to experienced some embarrassment and annoyance and disappointment to step up. Why I say so? Because I realized that the more I expect big the less I get and the bigger I get disappointed. It cause me to stumble and have myself questioned everytime the day would end. I have a relationship with whom who had flaws and not perfect, we had our fight and arguments oftentimes yet were still trying to save the relationship. My patience is being tested and my tongue has become sensible in choosing the words that I am to release. But why is that the more I tried to tame my tongue and the more I tried to extend my patience and hold my control, the less I fell happy with what I am doing. The feeling is like I am trying to be in control, trying to be calm, trying to be cool and unaffected but I end up fooling myself because I feel like something in me is being oppressed. I'm getting the message and I am trying to do something before it totally consumed me.

anne a lay apostle 

WEDDING BELLS

One of the news anchor in the morning shows that I used to watched everyday had her shower party in their set. Her colleagues gave her gifts this morning and they were all laughing with every gifts that the bride to be is opening one by one.Most of her co anchor gave her naughty and sexy gifts which according to them, she can used on their first night with her hubby. Some of the details for her upcoming wedding celebration was flashed in the screen and one of the preparation she have that caught my attention was here wedding invitations because it looks simple yet still has its class. Their wedding rings and her engagement ring was also flashed, her gown don't have too much designed but I like the cut and style, I imagine the gown worn by her and I could picture her so lovely in her white gown.

CAMPING OUTDOOR

I'm excited to join and be one of the junior facilitator once again for the youth camp 2010 which our company sponsored every year. Yes, our company open this kind of activity to give way to the daughters and sons of employees who had  family and their teens  age is from 12 to 18 years old. Last year I am privilege to experienced the fun and activities the teenagers do. Now the excitement in me is overwhelming again, because this time its different, we were going to camped in the mountain so meaning we will have more outdoors fun,outdoor grills, outdoor adventures and bonding with the youth participants. I can't wait for May 19 to come, because this is the official date that were gonna kick off the camping trip for this year.

CELLPHONE ACCESORIES

Last Christmas I bought myself and itouch. My real plan before was just to buy an ipod nano for its cute size and new added features but unfortunately I was not able to buy it and instead I got itouch, I was just convinced to buy this itouch because my friend whose with me that time keeps on promoting about this gadget. The store we visited had many cellphone and ipod accessories. They have this cool iphone 3gs accessories and iphone accessories that are really inviting to buy and you wish you had your iphone to accessorize. if only I had the budget that time I'm sure I would go for 3g iphone. Maybe some other time I could upgrade my itouch to iphone.